My Daffodil - II

Oh my Beautiful daffodil . . .

What’s there to cry for  - my apple pie . . .

Our  nightmares are passing us by . . .

But there is no more sleep - left to buy . . .

From where did this loneliness sneak by . . .
Let there be no more lies . . .

Wish you could see me not as a creep  . . . ?

And every time you wonder  . . .
if I am still . . .
It just breaks me like . . .
I am on pills . . . !!!

Oh my smiling daffodil . . .

Stop giving me those numbing chills . . .

Nor those words of instant kills  . . .

Though it's just last for a little while . . .
Trust me it feels like brittle hell . . .

For I feel so cold and frail  . . .

But I ain't looking for no holy grail  . . .

It's just you my little daffodil . . .

So when it hurts like  . . .
 I am being nailed . . .
With no signs of smiling spells . . .
Will you ever . . . ,
Come and heal . . .  
For you are my only daffodil . . . !!!