There There . . .

There There . . .

Watch it . . .

Watch your tiny tiny steps . . .

Where you think you are going without me . . .

But I am still waiting in here . . .

For you . . .

There There . . .

Just close your pretty pretty eyes . . .

I will show you my dreams with you . . .

Where you think you are looking without me . . .

But my eyes always looked at you . . .

Even when we were dreaming . . .

There There . . .

Just show your little little wounds . . .

I will heal them with my heart . . .

Where you think you are healing without me . . .

But I ran all around searching for a single song . . .

That would heal it all . . .

For you . . .

There There . . .

Come out of your stony stony shell . . .

Where is your love . . .

Where you think you are hiding without me . . .

But I don’t want to be a part of your . . .

Hide and Seek . . .

There There . . .

Just stop showing off . . .

We don’t need time . . . I will take you home  . . .

Where you think you are breathing without me . . .

But I can’t breathe  . . .

But I can’t breathe  . . .

There There . . .

Without you  . . .

I can’t breathe . . .

Without you  . . .

There There . . .  

  

Deja Vu . . .

I drove through . . .

I drove through my memory lane . . .

Without any warning . . . Nor any time for mourning . . .

Spinning Brains . . .

With wicked Drains . . .

Too much for me to face it straight . . .

the pitch black lights . . .

Memory spoke . . .

Memory spoke . . . In bitter words . . .

I am going to make it . . .

But I just can’t face it straight . . .

Deja Vu . . .

I have seen it all . . .

I’d driven through that lane before . . .

It all looked the same, the pitch black lights . . .

To rich furred preys . . .

Few more miles left in me . . .

I shifted gears . . .

I shifted gears . . .

But they all fell in reverse . . .

No time for recluse . . . when in reverse . . .

And it all started to blur . . .

But I couldn't choose to ignore . . .

Memory spoke . . .

Memory spoke . . . In bitter words . . .

I was in reverse . . . Deja Vu . . .

I am not hiding . . .

But I have seen it all . . .

Still too much . . .

It’s too much now . . .

The pitch black lights . . .

Rich furred preys  . . .

I shifted gears . . .

I shifted gears . . .  For few more miles . . . !!!

 

  

Shout it out . . .

A new freeze in every breeze . . .

Go now . . . tell my tale . . .

Send the stony court . . .

A splinter of my shadow thoughts . . .

Is she kind . . .

Or the faults are mine . . . !!

Sing her a happy song . . .

As if nothing’d gone wrong . . .

But shout it out . . .

Rip my heart . . .

Shout it out . . .

Show my love . . .

But let her smile . . .

Is she kind . . .

Send a breeze . . .
To kiss her cheeks . . . !!

But tell my tale . . .

Before the tears-all turn into Hail . . .

Rip my heart . . .

Show my love . . . 

Tell her so . . .

Come to home . . .

Punch it in . . .

He was driven . . .

He was driven where the sun drowns . . .

A golden horizon . . .

But he stood there didn’t even move . . .

Zero thoughts . . . in thy mind . . .

Only Love . . .

Smelt like savannah . . .

No moon . . . in the sun . . .

When all is one . . . none is all . . .

I stood there didn’t even move . . .

No lane . . . in the rain . . .

When all is done . . . none is won . . .

But all is gone . . . so throw thee crown . . .

Zero thoughts . . . in thy mind . . .

Punch your seal and let it heal . . .

Only Love . . .

So punch it in . . . In her heart . . .

Let it work . . . Only love . . .

Wait here . . . in the broken sphere . . .

No moon . . .  in the sun . . .

When all is one . . . none is all . . .

Zero thoughts . . . in my mind . . .

Right now . . .

Only Love . . . 

So punch it in . . .

In her heart . . .

Let it work . . .

A magic Love . . .

 

Reboot yourself . . .

Accept that . . .

Reboot yourself . . .

Don’t cry  . . . or even pry . . .

Accept that . . .

There is hope . . .

Hear me . . . don’t even lean  . . .

Raise your head . . .

Reboot yourself . . .

Don’t quit . . . not even bit . . .

Accept that . . .

Heal now . . . don’t even crawl . . .

Make them laugh . . .

Reboot yourself . . .

Don’t cry . . . or even pry . . .

Raise your head . . .

Wish now . . .

Fall in love . . . don’t even bow . . .

There is hope . . .

Hear me . . . don’t even lean  . . .

Accept that . . .

Reboot yourself . . .

I miss her so . . .

Waiting game,

This waiting game is eating me -

Alive . . .

I want to hold her hands . . .

I don’t want to wait,

But . . .

 I waited long – I waited long . . .

I miss her so . . .

I waited long . . .

For to hear her sing . . .

I want to hear her voice . . .

So badly . . .

For . . .

I waited long . . .

To make her laugh . . .

For . . .

I waited so long . . .

To make her feel . . .

Alive . . .

Lovely . . .

I miss her so . . .

For I waited so long . . .

Now . . .

She doesn’t know how much . . .

She doesn’t have a clue . . .

I miss her so . . .

It’s eating me . . .

Slowing me down - this rush . . .

This rush to hold her hands . . .

Slowing me down - this rush . . .

This rush to hear her voice . . .

She asked me to take my time . . .

She wanted some too . . .

But . . .

It’s eating me . . .

This waiting game . . .

It’s eating me . . .

Please stop now . . .

For I miss her so . . .

This waiting game . . .

It’s eating me . . .

Don’t want to waste time now . . .

Please stop . . .

For I miss her so . . .

Please  . . . 

For my heart it’s true . . .

It’s true . . .

She doesn’t know how much . . .

For my heart it’s true . . .

She doesn’t have a clue . . .

I miss her so . . . 

No Song or Poem can tell her so . . .

For my heart it’s true . . .

It’s true . . .

She doesn’t have a clue . . .

It’s true . . .

     

 

A Crazy Laughter . . .

A Crazy laughter . . .

It’s funny why I am laughing today .  .  .

First I laughed over an old joke . . .

Then I laughed that I remembered that joke . . .

Then I laughed that the joke was not funny at all . . .

I laughed over broken strings . . .

I laughed that the coffee was cold . . .

I laughed in the shower -
When the water flow stopped midway . . .

I laughed that it started raining when I walked out . . .

I laughed as my car ran out of fuel . . .

Then I remembered,

Then I remembered why I was laughing like a fool . . .

I was laughing coz she said she will miss me . . .

For the first time . . .

She said ‘She will miss me . . .’

She’s gonna miss me . . .

Dunno if she had meant it . . .

I don’t care . . .

The words will do . . .

I am laughing again . . .

I am a fool . . . a crazy happy fool . . .

I am laughing again . . .

The words will do . . .

A Sweet Crazy laughter . . . it is . . .

A Sweet laughter . . . 

Just wait . . .

Twisted thoughts . . .

Rushing through my neuron ends . . .

Twisted thoughts . . .

It’s gonna be fine now . . .

Memory is blurring . . .

It’s gonna be alright now . . .

Just wait for the moment to pass . . .

Just wait now . . .

It is passing now . . . with the time and clouds . . .

With the snails . . .

Just wait now, don’t rush it . . .

I’ll get what I deserve . . . and you too . . .

Don’t rush it . . .

It’s gonna happen . . .

Cause and effect . . .

Just wait . . .

Just believe . . .

Don’t rush it . . .

Just wait . . .

Just believe . . . 

  

An Unsung Song . . .

My twisted tales
            Wanted a perfect tail . . . !!
All the voices in the head
            Whispered a single name . . . !!
Heart started to pound all the while,
            With every one of her flawless smile . . . !!
As Angels counted the sins of a loon,
             I begged them for a few last boons . . . !!
Long stroll on an unknown road

Where it snows all white on all crossroads . . . !!

As she put her foot over mine,

            A Walk in the Sands till the Stars seize to shine . . . !!

Xenon lights lit the streets glow but

Nothing glowed like her softened toe . . . !!

My innocent pen wrote a million lines,

Aching for her Name to rhyme . . . !!

In her birth - born an unsung song,

Of all the songs waited to be sung . . . !!

 

A Healing Kiss . . .

A Single Whisper . . .

A single whisper from those crimson lips could -

Wake me up . . .

Wake me up from my frantic Dream . . .

A Single Gaze . . .

A single gaze from those innocent eyes could -

Set me free  . . .

Set me free off those shackle wounds . . .

A Single Touch . . .

A single touch from those tiny fingers could -

Heal my soul . . .

Heal my threaded soul off loss . . .

A Single Word . . .

A single word from her serene thought could -

Make me breathe . . .

Make me breathe without Oxygen . . .

A Single Strand . . .

A single strand of her curly hair could-

Pull me out . . .

Pull me out of those wicked thoughts

A Single Kiss . . .

A single kiss from her chipmunk mouth could-

Help me cheat . . .

Help me cheat an imminent Death . . .

And as my dreams keep spinning,

            I would wait here . . .

            I would wait here . . . like an unborn . . .!!

            For a single healing kiss . . .!!

            For a single healing kiss from her . . .!!

   

Coccygodynia . . .

She is in pain now . . .

Coccygodynia . . . I don’t know how to spell it . . .

But I’ve heard it hurts . . .

She can’t sit now . . . her legs hurt too . . .

I wish I could carry her . . .

My Cotton Bag . . .

A kiddo . . .
She said she is lucky . . .

She is in pain now . . .

I whispered . . . 

I whispered in pain's ear to spare her . . . to seize me . . .
My Cotton Bag . . .

A kiddo . . .

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And I am writing one more piece of shit,

While she is using an air ring to sit . . .

Just chuck it . . .

Chuck me . . .

Mr.Anonymous

Anonymous I’d become,

With a monotonous mind . . .

Circling around an expired dream . . .

Abandoned memoirs . . .

Nowhere to run . . .

Words are all I got now . . .

A Criminous regret . . .

With the thoughts of her luminous smile,

I tried,

I tried to be sober . . .

A broken twist . . . in my every tale . . .

Ashes rained . . . on my every dream . . .

With the thoughts of her luminous smile,

I failed,

I failed to be sober . . .